Bi....(something)

I can't think of the word now.  What's the word when you are writing about 2 different things?  Bi....something.  I can't remember.

It's been over a week, I can't believe it!

Life has been busy as you can imagine.  We had pictures done by 35th Place Photography (I don't know if that's the correct link, I googled it!) aka Tiff, Sara and Ashli.

So my first thing ... maybe you all haven't noticed it, but I'm fat.  Yeah, really, I'm really fat.  I go around everyday not seeing how I really look.  Yeah, I may glance at myself in the mirror getting ready in the morning, but the visual image of myself is definitely not reality ... not how I REALLY appear in those pictures.  I was highly disappointed.  Not with the pictures, but ME in the pictures.

I'm motivated in my head, but life moves and another day goes by and I think.....dang, I ate too much today and didn't exercise.

Which brings me to my 2nd thing.

I've said it before .... there is not enough time in a day.  How do people do it?  How do households do it?  How do moms do it?  How am I supposed to work 40+ hours in a week, run kids to 3 different extracurricular events, homework, laundry, yardwork, housework....there just isn't enough time.  Yeah, I know I've been zooming on cruise control keeping all the pots a simmering, but last weekend put me over the edge some.

Probably because I spent a full day doing laundry, mopping kitchen floors, scrubbing showers/toilets/bathroom floors x 3, moving furniture, sorting, cleaning, blah, blah, yadda, yadda, wah, wah!   I think I was just cranky tired by 4pm, when I'd been going all day.

Yes, the kids helped.

I'm done complaining.

Bi.... bi....

Good night.

(p.s. I think I'll go walk the treadmill and watch The Buried Life for 1/2 hour .... since I did not get up this morning as planned at 5:15 to walk.)